Nevertheless She Persisted

I am that woman with a lot of opinions when I am with this someone that I love.

I am protecting my kids with every single breath that I take, with every blood and the life I have. Someone can easily post the pictures with the kids in front of the house, obviously telling where we live easily. Someone claims my Boy is hers. Someone would like to take Roxy even I've been warned him many times. Someone saying who am I taking Roxy with me.

When I re-act into these things, they said I have an issue, I have to go to the doctor. It is an issue and its wired differently.

"You have an issue. You such a bitch."

"Risy, he will never find someone who better than you because your lifestyle, your circle is different, you are always with the highest people in their company with the high-end world and it will make him hard to find who at least equally the same as you."

"You're too high maintenance. You such a bitch."

I remind someone that just because you're a white guy, we Indonesian women not always interest in your cheap jokes. And we are all having a different intellectual background.

"You don't realize you judge his wife who's working as a maid. You're so smart it's intimidating. You such a bitch."

As an observation, the unusual relationship between the boss and the staff is not necessary and it's good to have boundaries between professionalism & personal.

"You're so bossy. You such a bitch."

It's good to have a record of who coming to the house and doing their work and keep the cleanliness at the house.

"You're too controlling, you such a bitch."

Someoe trying to impress his online date and the other one get drunk thinking they have the privilege to speak the trash but don't even understand the struggle I have.

"You don't have a sense of humor. You such a bitch."

There are so many people you don't like to meet I'm confused whether I should invite you and being with you.

"You put your standard too high. You such a bitch."

I know, I know. I'm standing up for myself, I am such a bitch.

The kids are everything in my life that I will love and protect them until my last breath. Please understand that the joke of stealing one of them, posting the pictures in front of the house with the exact address and claiming they are yours, is hurting myself more than you could imagine. It's not that I have an issue, it's you who thinks that you understand every single thing that I dealt in my life.

The guy that I love is working from the sun goes up until the sun goes down again. Respect him by professionally doing your best to get professional recognition, not personal attention. And just because he tried doing his best as back up plan, don't call him crazy or too much. Just because something happened in the past, do not keep losing your respect to him.

The guy that you think too kind and you think you can do whatever you want is giving you a salary. At least keep the cleanliness at the house, don't take anything that not yours, do not let anybody else to the house and don't talk about him behind your back.

The kids and the guy that I love is one of the greatest things in my life that I will protect as long as I live. If you think I'm such a bitch, go ahead.

I don't owe any explanation of how I think I should be treated and I don't need any label from your eyes that only can see, not from the heart that you can feel.

If only people understand, if only people can read the mind and understand the heart easily. If only they know why I have to be such a bitch..