Phew...!
I can't recall –when-I-never saying to myself, “Thank God!”
Happy, super happy, very happy, you name it. Even though I still remember how hard I try to leave my previous company that I’m working for, with all the drama and backstab stories on it. Seriously, I don’t want to remember as it only brings you to a negative huge stage, while where am I now, it’s only about positive; radiance, vibes, energy, environment.
I was quite often giving up before, give up with too many questions on my mind; like “why is so hard to leave this place, the place where I don’t belong?” I woke up with another question “really, do I have to work today?”
No, no. It doesn’t mean I didn’t grateful that I have a proper job with enough salary to fulfil my needs, doesn’t work that way. But dealing with the negative working environment is taking extra energy and killing you softly; you barely breathing and keep whispering yourself “you’ll be okay, baby girl.”
So here I am now, in heaven for my mind, a place where I finally believe, “you cannot have a positive life with the negative mind.” My two strong reasons; JK and FL- even can’t help me anymore to stay longer, I remember. But then I was thinking this way:
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
I’m nervous, definitely. New position with super caring boss who even serve me a cup of cafe latte on my 3rd day around and sitting next to me when we had Head of Department dinner, having my own huge office surrounded by him- the General Manager, and Executive Assistant Manager, not wearing a uniform, 9 to 6 schedule every Tuesday to Saturday, Sunday Monday off and definitely still with ACCOR, which I know it would be positive sign for me if one day I finally reach my man in Sydney.
The good quotes said, “Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hand shaking. Start with voice trembling but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just... start.
P.S. I’m not a selfie fan, so excuse me, my first picture in my office after rewarding myself with new... ehm!
