Mayday! Mayday! Mayday!
I'm rambling on my self centeredness.
Oh no! I'm trapped- too -in between:
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Hmmm... So...?
Monday, January 21, 2013
Overachieving Workaholic
Mayday! Mayday! Mayday!
I'm rambling on my self centeredness.
Oh no! I'm trapped- too -in between:
Monday, January 7, 2013
Let the Good Memories Stay
- Jakarta, 2 August 2012 -
"My Dear, I want you to come back..."
"Bapak, I love this place with everything I have here especially the team."
- Bali, 7 January 2013 -
I met my ex colleague who had a small interview here and catch his eyes seems convince his-self to comeback. I don't think I have to start the conversation until he finally share that at the first time he step in, he feel the differences.
Yes! What he wonder or feel, are may the same; memories. When he previously staying and everything are just 'that' good, is may impossible to have the things twice.
Here we go: memories are photographs taken by heart.
- I grow up, unfortunately, with bad childhood memories and hate by Mom and my Brother = Memory.
- I went bicycling in best childhood place and heard sound of guns very loud = Memory.
- I gave up for 5 years relationship with a guy who perfect in his imperfect = Memory.
- I'm working in 5 stars international hotel brand as Front Desk Agent with best team = Memory.
- I'm keeping my heart more than a year for someone I thought he deserve as he keep his heart for Jesus Christ = Memory.
- I'm falling in love with a Diving Platinum Course Director that I met 9 months ago and he's taken = Memory.
- I'm dying to save myself from the very big wave in Amed- Bali after dating the beauty underwater = Memory.
- I kissed one of Indonesian Best Lighting Designer on New Year's Countdown Party and found him having romance ringing = Memory.
Do I want to come back? To the place and to the heart I may still in love with?
"My Dear, I want you to come back..."
"Bapak, I love this place with everything I have here especially the team."
- Bali, 7 January 2013 -
I met my ex colleague who had a small interview here and catch his eyes seems convince his-self to comeback. I don't think I have to start the conversation until he finally share that at the first time he step in, he feel the differences.
Yes! What he wonder or feel, are may the same; memories. When he previously staying and everything are just 'that' good, is may impossible to have the things twice.
Here we go: memories are photographs taken by heart.
- I grow up, unfortunately, with bad childhood memories and hate by Mom and my Brother = Memory.
- I went bicycling in best childhood place and heard sound of guns very loud = Memory.
- I gave up for 5 years relationship with a guy who perfect in his imperfect = Memory.
- I'm working in 5 stars international hotel brand as Front Desk Agent with best team = Memory.
- I'm keeping my heart more than a year for someone I thought he deserve as he keep his heart for Jesus Christ = Memory.
- I'm falling in love with a Diving Platinum Course Director that I met 9 months ago and he's taken = Memory.
- I'm dying to save myself from the very big wave in Amed- Bali after dating the beauty underwater = Memory.
- I kissed one of Indonesian Best Lighting Designer on New Year's Countdown Party and found him having romance ringing = Memory.
Do I want to come back? To the place and to the heart I may still in love with?
NO
Things end and never be the same, but memories last forever.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
Love More Worry Less
Happy Sunday, Gorgeous People!
When I think I shud stop remember about fabulous things on last New Year Celebration, I never think that I also shud stop thinking what I'm worry about.
Yes, I'm worry.
I'm worry how being loyal means go through the most BULLSHIT; work, love, relationship, etc.
I'm worry how the person you expected for long time is the one who also make you disappointed.
I'm worry how I'm now spending sitting around hoping you are around after regret the chance that I didn't take it when I'm having you around few days ago.
Until you finally stop me somehow "Yeah sure you can have me"
In a minute, my cellphone blinking: damn received the virtual hug.
Friday, January 4, 2013
A Happy New Year with the One Who Makes You Happy
Mendambanya di tahun lalu, di waktu yang sama, di tempat
yang sama.
Hari ini, di saat
semuanya menjadi nyata, dia terasa ada; raganya terasa dan hangat dinginnya
begitu nyata.
Hatinya? Jangan
ditanya.
Selamat Tahun
Baru
untuk kamu yang
dicinta :) dan mencinta entah siapa di sana…
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