All for Love

So how does it feels, after 1,5 months leaving a great life in Bali and back for good to Jakarta?
Sh*t! Welcome back, welcome to Jakarta, a place where no shirt and no flip flop is a problem.
Welcome! Traffic madness, billboard jungle, oh, and here, in Jakarta, you need special pair of eyes to really get the unconventional beauty that is everywhere. Hahaha!

Apart from Jakarta, here it is. There comes a time in life when you'll have to leave everything behind and start something new but never forget the ones who stood by your side, especially for they're never gave up on you.

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Been in my weakest time for some time; can't be relax, can't deal with process which takes time and courage too. Yes! All coming at the same time 'till I finally ask this silly question:

What do I look like? You need my heart? You need my brain?
Go ahead take mine! Take all I have!

Took a deep breath and thankful that love from surround and from you God, is strongly wake me up to moving on. How do I thanks to you both? And to You, Lord?

:') Overall I learn quite a life...

Success, is, again isn't just about what you accomplish in your life, but also what you inspire to do. And your life as well, that you may share to your surround and someday when you look at some of them, you are brave enough to say:

"I've been there, done that"

And I'm lucky I did it in my 24... Well, being 20 something is hard, isn't it? lol

 Singing I Love You, Lord :')

I'm dedicating my love letter for those who keep raise me up when I was really weak, supporting me never end, pray for me all day long, and most of it, they never leave me :')

Terima kasih semesta! Untuk keluarga, sahabat, cinta, harta, dan tahta yang mencinta.

 Proud daughter 24YO - Asst. Banquet Sales Manager - for Proud Daddy!

All is well.. and everything will gonna be okay :')

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Dare To Go The Distance...!

It's been 2 months, sleepless night without him and been homesick for him since we met.

Whossah! There's nothing worse than meeting the perfect person at the wrong time.
Well I'm not that strong somehow; ready for a new hallo after the hardest goodbye.

No, I'm not, even I'm strong enough to keep the faith, that we're meant to be.

What about reading your love letter again and again is still my favorite?

What about your wishes is something that I'll keep it as a promise?

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What about seeing your picture is such watching you when you're sleep?

And dreaming about you every night or day dreaming about us is the only thing I still want to make it real?

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Or what about I'm running to the island of hope again, a place when the truth is really hurt and hope is just hope?

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Oh, I like all about loving you in the same way I learned how to ride a bike, scared but reckless.
Wanna help?

P.S.  I miss cuddles. And tea. And blankets. And YOU, Chris.

Falling To Pieces

Alright, I have acute withdrawal symptoms of leaving Bali.

The real Risya or the real K is temporarily out of service until further notice.

If I may telling you I never been this worst, it seriously sounds -what-a-silly-stupid-thing for sure.
Every people have their own cycle of life and if you're lucky enough you'll have it all veeery steady, so you will never feel surprised when you're in the lowest one.


Readers, two important keys for whatever you have and whatever you do is:
1. NEVER regret. Just don't.

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2. BE GRATEFUL of what you have; love of friends, parents, and God.
They will never leave you even at your weakest time.

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For those who left, keep pray for them.
Choose to be happy no matter how you hide your pain behind every "I'm Okay", no matter you cry behind your laugh.

Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
Oh,
And at the same point, sometimes the wrong choices bring us to the right places.

Miss the real Risya, the real K? Feel her around!

She looked back on her life and realized that everything happened will only make her stronger. She's on about to turned her can't into can, and her dream into plan.

She's so fine. She's try effortlessly :')