Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Doubt Your Doubt

Time flies too fast! Or am I the one who keeps harder to trust life a little bit?

It's O.C.T.O.B.E.R and I might the only one who will NOT say "I'm so glad I live in the world where there are Octobers."

I don't know whether I should not hoping that Jakarta Marathon wasn't existed as my Lars Weddeler leave me alone after that event. He broke his promises, (I'm not, he said).

And it's almost a year after he passed away, time flies even faster than September to October 2014 compare to October 2013 - 2014?

Remember when I post "I Do, August, I Do."? Maya Angelou said "To those who have given up on love, trust life a little bit." So when I start to trust, that's the time I start giving up the same time :'(
I'm sorry, Maya. I'm sorry...


Or I might need someone who holds my hands, telling me this, maybe? Maybe.

While cuddle and holding this cute pillow :)

Not a care in the world....