Humming A Tune

Not my favorite place, really. 

Not a place that I want to stay for long term period, but you always have a reason or two, to either you pretend that you enjoy the time there or you really enjoy that.

For me, depends. But I really like it when everyone spends their time to sit and had the talk celebrating my 29 that time. It’s another day that my cheek getting red and I couldn’t be more thankful surrounded by beautiful people in my life.
Oops, sorry I can’t get enough with my birthday celebration, sorry! I know, I know, it’s September already, this would be my another favorite month as I’m so ready to move onto a better place, I’m so ready to start the self-care, focusing on myself more, and giving up the drama that not even mine. Seriously, some people just don't grasp the concept of unwelcome, and just like in a circus, too many freaks, I'm so done, ha!
I'm humming a tune, "Through chaos as it swirls, it's us against the world...." yep, Coldplay. I got that September rhythm as on this month, there are 2 of my team members that getting married, there are 5 of my team members having their last day, congratulation! It will be Dan's birthday soon, my Dad's birthday, my nephew's birthday, and my Mom's birthday. See, I have no reason not to be happy, I have no reason to not start loving myself more because I will be happy for them and I might have the chance to celebrate with them as well. Isn't it beautiful, to even have the time to write about it? Maybe I miss this, I miss to write more, I miss to praise more, and I miss the time when I fallin' in love. It feels so good tho, when someone sees you cry and he just telling you "you're too beautiful to cry with that red nose. You're a beautiful lady with a beautiful soul and huge heart, you just need to be happy. Go get a coffee, eat that cheesecake, and have the ice cream."
I start thinking about that and I want to feel that again. And guess what? It's maybe okay to falling in love again, it's maybe a chance to have someone to remind you to love yourself more so that you may know how to live with self-respect.
I'm humming a tune, again, "ooh this could be messy, but you don't seem to mind...." from the one and only, Alanis Morisette.

"And just like everyone else, I am a few minutes late from becoming, from blooming into something the rain can relate to. I am falling for more. Falling for the love the world is trying to hide." - R. M. Drake